Been keeping myself busy for the whole week which you last text me.
But still i had a couple of emo attacks today. And the last one was half an hour ago.
I have a question for myself,
How do i not miss a person that i once love deeply and still do until now?
Dementia seems like a not too bad gift for now.
How nice if i can selectively delete every single memory that contains you.
How nice if i can just forget the last 2 years of my life.
How nice if i can just click alt+delete and delete 20 november 2012 from my memory bank.
People say if you can't be with her then let her free.
It's easier said than done.
I miss you every single day, every single hour, every single minute.
There is no one second that i don't want to be with you.
I'm will listen to you cause I still love you.
And there is nothing more important tahn you to me now.
My life, my brain, my heart is only filled with you.
There is nothing i won't give up for you.
I pray at whichever temple and at every bday wish i had this year.
Praying and hoping for one thing only,
To be with you once again. A second chance.
I loved you and trust me i still do.
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